I’m not gonna lie…BUT, i’m pretty sure I go through this whole list everyday at work…LOL.
(Source: hanhyuga)
Stop.
I want to stop everything. I feel so drained and never relaxed or at ease. I am constantly feeling needy, constantly missing my life from before or how things seemed to be more easier. I’m falling and it literally feels like I am stuck in a ditch. A ditch that’s so deep that no one even knows I’m there. I want to stop, I want to quit, I want to go back.
Jan 21
I remember last year, this was the day I got into a huge fight with my dad and felt horrible towards myself and I was a complete mess. It was probably the only night when I felt neglected and avoided.
It’s funny how people say they’ll always be there, and when you start avoiding them, they get butt hurt when they’re the ones that neglected you first.
(Source: mtopacio)
Oh I love this poetry jam.
My favorite def jam poem.
The reason why I stopped blogging.
I don’t blog as much anymore because there are some thoughts that are better left unsaid. There are some stuff that are just too complicated to even type out for it to make sense. I stopped because there are some thoughts that don’t even matter. Thoughts that I would probably get judged about. Thoughts that make people approach me and pity me because of my thoughts. And as much as I want to pour my heart out about all the things and struggles that go through my head and life, I refrain myself from doing so, because like I said, some stuff are better left unsaid.
Unconditional acceptance is not about “I’m right, you are wrong, but for the sake of love and peace, let’s get along”. Unconditional acceptance comes from the posture of knowing that all of us need grace, because we are all works in progress. It gives us all the ability to love those whom society deems undesirable and unlovable. Just don’t expect to be loved unconditionally until you can love yourself in the same manner.
If we truly loved with unconditional love, how different would our lives look?
This photo was found here http://www.king5.com/news/slideshows/Snowmen-of-the-Northwest-137482398.html
This snowman I believe is in North Tacoma not far off of Pearl street. My aunt lives in the neighborhood and was telling me about this.
Should I call it a Snow-kemon??? I am clever…sort of.
I’m pretty sure this is in Marysville since that’s where they’re from. Still blown by this !

