February 2012
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January 2012
28 posts
Stop.
I want to stop everything. I feel so drained and never relaxed or at ease. I am constantly feeling needy, constantly missing my life from before or how things seemed to be more easier. I’m falling and it literally feels like I am stuck in a ditch. A ditch that’s so deep that no one even knows I’m there. I want to stop, I want to quit, I want to go back.
All I need is a bass that's super bumpin .
Jan 21
I remember last year, this was the day I got into a huge fight with my dad and felt horrible towards myself and I was a complete mess. It was probably the only night when I felt neglected and avoided.
It's funny how people say they'll always be there,...
The reason why I stopped blogging.
I don’t blog as much anymore because there are some thoughts that are better left unsaid. There are some stuff that are just too complicated to even type out for it to make sense. I stopped because there are some thoughts that don’t even matter. Thoughts that I would probably get judged about. Thoughts that make people approach me and pity me because of my thoughts. And as much as I...
jjahn:
Unconditional acceptance is not about “I’m right, you are wrong, but for the sake of love and peace, let’s get along”. Unconditional acceptance comes from the posture of knowing that all of us need grace, because we are all works in progress. It gives us all the ability to love those whom society deems undesirable and unlovable. Just don’t expect to be loved unconditionally until you can...
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"From now on, Imma be my own best friend."
One Last Dance With You.
“Heal my heart and make it clean.
Open up my eyes to the things unseen.
Show me...”
– Hosanna, Hillsong United (via dianaxlove)
ednerm:
Ooh ahh - Colby O’ Donis
This song...
Balancing Life
It’s difficult to do, especially when you want to live your life for God. You know it’s ridiculous how my mind gets so excited with the idea of starting to do daily quiet time and a change of attitude and such, but when it’s the moment to actually read the word and apply it to my life, there are so many excuses and blockage that stops me from doing so. Another part that’s...
forever's a long long time and time has a way of...
-The Fox and The Hound
Type of Love
A classmate of mine decided to randomly describe his love for his wife. Honestly, I almost teared just by the way he shared how amazing she was to him. This is the type of love I want with my future husband. I want to be the woman that he’ll smile about to himself. The type of love that every moment he glances at me, he thanks God “Thank you, for this blessing”. I want that type...
First month of independence
And already, I’m stackin bills and stressing over everything. 2012, please be good to me, because so far it’s getting harder and harder..
December 2011
10 posts
Debbie Downer
Tumblr really knows how to bring a mood down. Almost everyone only posts about negative feelings and it sometimes gets me in a complete opposite mood.
High School
It’s so hard for me to understand why people say they miss high school or how people can get together with their old high school friends and reminisce about those 4 long, yet short years. Honestly, I wish I could do that. I wish I had friends from my class that I regularly hangout with and that i’m really close to so we could get together, have a good time and then talk about old...
Dear Tumblr,
Sorry, it’s so rare for me to blog now.. I’m so caught up with work and I’m like never home either.. When I’m finally home I either sleep or I get so bored I’ll try to leave. Usually throughout the day I’ll have a good thought that I could make a post about, but once I get home I always lose the motivation to share it and what not. It’s all laziness.. But...
My Health
So lately weird things have been going on with me. Random dizziness, not being able to feel my toe, and extreme side ache pains. I know, I should get myself checked. Because, yes, it is possible for me to have diabetes and with the side ache pain (which happened like 3 days ago), it said if the pain was hurting for a long amount of time (I had it the whole day) and if the pain reached up to your...
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Old Friends
hwangy:
Imagine yourself, 60 years from now. Sitting on a one of those rocking chairs, out on the porch. Watching life outside. Imagine sitting there with an old friend. Someone you’ve known and been with for most of your life. A person that knows everything about you, and went through everything with you.
That’d be awesome, to sit there with someone, sharing that peace together. Old friends.
...
November 2011
40 posts
God, I don't even know what you want me to do...
Rough night. Goodnight.
Bend over backwards
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